Ye Shall Find

greenlake sun and reflection

The secret elixir,
abundant in the lake of grace —
deep as its reflection of the sky —
pure as tears,
will quench your thirst from inside,
provide the satisfaction
you wished you could believe in,
all those parched and lonely years
when you wandered amid the fake fountains
(cellophane streams you couldn’t even
put your hand in)

It is here behind the wall,
dark as wet concrete,
cool as echoes from the heart of caves,
warm as hope, as promises fulfilled —
When you drink of it,
you’ll never thirst or doubt again.

©Wendy Mulhern
February 19, 2016

Under the Sun

plums

Everything bends to our desires —
trees grow plump fruit
because we ask them to,
leaves yield up
what they know we need

This is true for everything
that walks or flies or swims
in this world —
they are all celebrated

And the plants appreciate
the mobility and immortality
we so easily grant them in return,
spreading their seed.

©Wendy Mulhern
February 18, 2016

Approaching the House

June grasses

The big house of gratitude
is over there on the hill —
we’ll get to it sometime.

Right here there is walking
through tall grasses,
there is the touch of the slight
burr of their seed heads,
there is the touch of sun,
there is the dance of color
and the dance of winds

These things are small
and ephemeral,
they can be passed
in a step or two.
But there is gratitude.
Yes, there is gratitude here, too.

©Wendy Mulhern
February 17, 2016

Early Spring

plum buds

After such a mild winter,
spring comes casually —
plum buds plumpen,
crocuses unfurl,
folks in shorts and t shirts
stroll out of houses

There will be more rain —
socked in, dark dawns,
evenings blustering wind and mist,
but little promises will glint
around the middle of most days,
like deep pink quince
amid the winter green.

©Wendy Mulhern
February 16, 2016

Climbing Out

Climbing Out

I will climb out carefully,
I will extricate myself
from the piles of stories,
from the emotion webs
that snag and catch at me
I’ll step out deftly
from the wiles of glory
and assumptions
of how things have to be

I’ll climb out carefully
to the place of clarity
where the strong sun-touched winds
will sweep away the dust
of that old structure,
and I’ll breathe clear
and look, and really see.

©Wendy Mulhern
February 13, 2016

Outside

Discovery park trees

I stepped outside myself
and shut the door
to stand in the light
to consider
maybe I could stay out here
maybe I could recognize
these are the rays of my alignment,
this is the source of my power

Out here the air is fresh
and there are no stories
blocking my view.
I could get used to it.
Perhaps I could learn
not to go back in.

©Wendy Mulhern
February 12, 2016

Awaiting Sleep

Holly's backyard

While waiting for sleep
I can think about
lost love, or just as easily,
moss on logs, their curving velvet
catching luminescence
from some unseen source

I can feel the fall of my stomach
against the sheets,
I can feel my feet,
toes pressed against heel.
I can pay attention to my breathing,
slow and deep, with satisfying pauses
at the bottom of each breath

Perhaps I feel, at times,
a haunting tug, from just around
the curl of thought,
reminding me that I could cry and cry,
but by and by
I’d need to recognize
these dramas are my own concoction.

I’ll wait for sleep.
It will come, no doubt,
while I’m somewhere else.

©Wendy Mulhern
February 11, 2016

February, Matthew’s Beach

Matthew's Beach Feb

A duck swims across my shadow
and moves on,
A seagull preens itself, and squeals,
Trucks rumble and beep,
out of sight, but with great echoing clatter,
Little waves lip the shore and ripple back.

The sun is not as warm as I expected,
Still welcome, after my shaded ride.
I’m wishing I could take it with me
going home.

Not every day has deep epiphanies.
Some, like this one,
have a slight smell of fish,
great strides of satisfying productivity,
and an easy feeling of well-being

Some days, like this one
ride high in the present joy
without much to say about it.

©Wendy Mulhern
February 9, 2016

Breaking Through

up at winter trees

You have permission
right now
to leave behind your paper life,
your paper and cardboard life,
your brittle or sodden life
with its sad messes
of glue and peeling paint

You have permission to embrace
that thumping and insistent life
that shakes the old foundations
and breaks through

You never were beholden
to the protocol
of all those stiff facades.
Your roots cleave to the earth’s core
and your branches —
your branches clasp the sky.

©Wendy Mulhern
February 8. 2016