Ready

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Spring is pale here,
and though the weather swings
from cold to warm to cold,
the buds have ventured out,
as startling as katydids —
the revealed preparation
of all those tiny leaves
lined up,
now throwing off
their hard, sleek, sheathes,
ready to expand
with a rapidity
that’s almost alarming —
all those precise pleats and points
starting to unfold,
ready to fill the tree,
tender but unstoppable
like millennials
stretching out
into their lives.

©Wendy Mulhern
May 12, 2014

Photo by Heather Mulhern

Here with us

(to my mom)

You have prepared
this place of openness
so that the scent of blossoms
and the beauty
in the shapes of trees
can go right in
(not asking for permission)
just flooding you —

You light up with them
and with the quiet calls of birds
and with simple presence —
We are here
and that is good —
that is enough.

©Wendy Mulhern
May 10, 2014

Pre-Graduation, Boston

(after a night flight from Seattle)

The day was striped with joy —
Bright reunion interspersed
with times of sinking under,
giving space
for the wired attention of travel
to slide away
into insistent sleep,
from which we would emerge,
hands numb, groggy,
and rise again to energy,
remembering
that we are here
in this time of triumph
and coming back together
and steady family love
made sweeter
by the time apart —
Worth celebrating,
watching the competent backs
of our children,
now walking in comfortable harmony,
on their own but still connected,
solid in their new lives,
heading home.

©Wendy Mulhern
May 9, 2014

Preparing for Departure

There is a pacing
that falls shy of grace,
caught up short
on either side of waiting,
the quick skip effort
to align my step
with the gliding blocks of time
that we must mount
to reach our destination

So many back and forths
along the rushing skitter
and the pauses noticing
there’s plenty of time,
time to wait for things to charge,
time to breathe,
time we can’t apply, however,
to the final flurry
of all the things that have to happen
just before we leave.

©Wendy Mulhern
May 8, 2014

Leapfrog

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I play leapfrog with the bus
down 15th Avenue —
It stops for passengers,
I forge forward,
sometimes coasting, sometimes climbing.
It’s not my choice of game,
dwarfed, as I am,
by my opponent’s size

Somewhere along the long climb
up to 90th,
I sense it must have turned,
leaving me to the scent of lilacs
and the quiet waving
of the backlit grass.

©Wendy Mulhern
May 7, 2014

After the Effort

waves

OK. Breathe deep.
Sigh of release.

Back from the surge of exertion
fall
the elements of me —
falling to rest,
falling to quiet.

In a while there will be little stirs —
What has this meant?
How have I changed?
(though for now I’m less than eager
to inquire)

Maybe who I am
is the feeling of the movement
and of the stillness,
not as a form that moved and stopped
but as the impulse
in and of itself,
as active in the stillness as the racing,
as undescribed as waves
thundering home.

©Wendy Mulhern
May 6, 2014

A Play of Day

It took all day
(a day of scurrying,
clouds rushing back and forth,
making things ready,
rain putting in the last details)

Then the curtain lifted —
blaze of gold on many brilliant greens,
creamy clouds with dark undersides
blushed slightly as they drifted
on towards evening
through the tender blue,
sending grateful glowing
into tops of trees . . .

It was a fine production —
short play of splendid day,
just long enough
for the sun to bestow
blessings on everything.

©Wendy Mulhern
May 5, 2014

Shifting

shifting

The day moves
in the contentment of rain,
and change that rolls through
like showers on the wind,
not unpredicted, still arresting
in the subtle fresh shifts
of clouds, of air
and shafts of sun

We stand here
in this singular moment
swift as rainfall,
and move on,
still present
as the landscape changes,
never the same again.

©Wendy Mulhern
May 3, 2014

Your Truth

your truth

You can’t resist your truth.
By and by, it will overtake you,
make you see
the countless ways
you have been wrong.
But it will hold you
in such tenderness
that you will understand
you’ve always been approved of,
always loved.

No one else can resist your truth.
Though they may try
with edicts, ultimatums,
though they may think,
since you are dear to them,
that you should hear,
In the end they will admit your truth —
That, or you will lose each other.

Like a pupa, like a harvest,
truth ripens within us.
We may not know it when it’s small
but it will grow
until the day it bursts forth,
insistent,
and the protective stories
will split apart,
no longer relevant.
And truth’s form will be surprising,
elegant,
It will stretch out in perfect grace
and claim your day.

©Wendy Mulhern
May 2, 2014

Meeting the Need

essence of water

The deftness required
in this case
comes from having nothing —
nothing preset, no opinions,
nothing pent up in emotion,
no beliefs, no sacred cows,
nothing to trigger.

But who can possibly do that?
— Water can do that,
Ever insistent in its fluid weight
and how it moves
as fast as thought
to its deepest level

And you can move like water
to be at the right place
in the right time
with the right mirror,
taking your form from the moment,
your essence ever unchanged.

©Wendy Mulhern
May 1, 2014