Other Tongues

The fragments of several lost languages
trip over each other
presenting their partial translations
to my tongue
which tastes the sounds, comparing,
produces fractured phrases
that seem convincing
but don’t amount to much —

They are like ice floes
in a warming arctic sea
appearing formidable
but disconnected underneath
from contiguity —
I fail at fluency
when thoughts try
to follow their own lines

I return to my native tongue,
the other ones apparently
only good at talking about themselves.

©Wendy Mulhern
October 7, 2014

Raking Leaves by the School

leaves

Dear leaves,
I’ve come to gather you
I’m not concerned about the grass beneath,
I don’t need tidy strips of even green
It’s you I’m here for

I had hesitated
because I love how
when you fall
you carpet swaths of ground with brilliant red
I didn’t want to take the feast away from others
But I know the crew will come
with leaf blowers
and mulching mowers —
You’ll be gone anyway,
They won’t mind my intervention

So I rake you up
and then I gather you with my hands
admiring your prodigious flame
thanking you
for the earth gift
I’ll bring you to bestow
upon my garden.

©Wendy Mulhern
October 6, 2014

Tangle Me

tangle2

This loneliness is proof
that I can’t be allelopathic,
can’t live producing patterns
that keep others at bay

Let me be tangled with vines
Let violets grow around my feet,
Let many eager plants all grow together
and let me be one of them
fitting my growth
to share the sun with many.

©Wendy Mulhern
October 5, 2014

Warm Blooded

The music keeps going through me
and I still remember myself as
a blind, heat-seeking being
slithering always towards
soft connection,
taking it in

It is enough sometimes
to be this,
immersed in the richness
of the present pulse,
being fully filled
in the warm moment
where we rest settled
in the weight of each other.

©Wendy Mulhern
October 4, 2014

Hope

mint1

Hope is not dashed —
Though it be cut down,
all green sprigs gone,
its truth remains
persistent as mint
sending runners wide
throughout the underground of thought

In its inevitable time
it will surface
in strength collected
from the soft release
of everything that dies.
Vigorous in fragrant, purpled green
hope will rise.

©Wendy Mulhern
October 3, 2014

Whirlwinds

storms

I still carry all these whirlwinds
(anxieties of navigation, timing)
oblivious, it seems,
to their presence
and to their effects,
assuming what I hold inside my head
can be unseen by others, and unfelt

But when I look again
it’s clear what kind of turbulence
comes out from here
where I have failed
to seek the settled calm

Let my peace return
Let it be established
not by my efforts
but by my letting go
of thinking this supreme design
needs my control.

©Wendy Mulhern
October 2, 2014

 

A Small Thing

birds

The seed of love is such a small thing:
The permission of here and now
the assurance of enough
enough time for you, enough space
enough faith that here
in this generous
gift of the infinite moment
something wonderful is already present
and will unfurl in unimagined splendor
from where you are.

©Wendy Mulhern
October 1, 2014

Processes

Richmond beach gray

It’s OK to go down
all the way to the bottom
of your breath
It’s OK to stay there
for awhile
before the impulse
of the next inhale

These things move naturally —
There is a curve for turning
before the breath rises
and another one
up at the top

No need to panic —
You are not crashing
You will not fall too deep
and not be able
to come out

These systems have
their safe processes
They hold you sure and steady
and will turn you faithfully
when you are ready.

©Wendy Mulhern
September 29, 2014