Learning to Heal

I feel the power of Truth; its touch excites
and ripples in the torch my heart ignites
I love how I’m alive, but I want more
I want to exercise Truth’s healing power
This fact I know: I need to live consistent
In this, Truth is imperative, insistent
What Soul impels must follow through as Soul
No other cause or god renders me whole
Just as it’s true that if I really love
my love unbinds me, sends euphoria
concatenating down through each encounter
to make my store of joy into a mountain
I can’t go harboring the phantom fear
if I want perfect healing to come clear.


©Wendy Mulhern
June 9, 2011



Wednesday Meeting

It happened to me tonight at the Wednesday meeting that all the readings went straight into my heart.  Images from the Bible that had sometimes seemed obscure to me were suddenly perfectly clear, sometime illustrations of things I was feeling and struggling to find words for; at other times explanations of things I am just starting to see develop.  The testimonies of others continued this line of illumination.
Readings On Change
Every word she read was lucid, sure
No mystery, no image odd, obscure
The Branch will show us what it means to live
You change them as a vesture, and they’re changed
I felt the Branch a coursing of connection
where everything is nourished from its source
The Spirit fount flows forth immutable
and sends clear brightness down its perfect course
I feel the Spirit source in all my being
and how it surges through and makes me new
Its fearless strength provides a way of seeing
that makes each impulse clear, each action true
When forms have failed, they’re lightly put aside
replaced by what the Spirit will provide.


©Wendy Mulhern
June 8, 2011



Another Frozen Thought Falls into the Sea of Love

The structure melts, and every atom, freed,
can dance forth in the swirl of ocean currents
release the particles and join the wave
each impulse starts a chain, and spurs it
far across the water, till at last absorbed;
we see the ocean quiet and inscrutable
though underneath, the currents curl and soar
and waves, concealed, continue on immutable
no information lost, though folded in
to every other impulse, every movement;
the sea so capably accommodates it
and holds all being lovingly contained.
That’s how we move as one, and how we know
each stream of life encompassed in the flow.


©Wendy Mulhern
June 7, 2011





The Hundredth Post

This is the hundredth post on my blog.  Not the hundredth poem, as I’ve sometimes posted two at once.  I decided to start by quoting the hundredth psalm from the Bible:
Ps. 100
Make a joyful noise unto the Lord, all ye lands. 
Serve the Lord with gladness: come before his presence with singing. 
Know ye that the Lord he is God: it is he that hath made us, and not we ourselves; 
we are his people, and the sheep of his pasture. 
Enter into his gates with thanksgiving, and into his courts with praise: 
be thankful unto him, and bless his name. 
For the Lord is good; his mercy is everlasting; 
and his truth endureth to all generations. 
Recently I have found great joy from the feeling that, rather than being comprised of a material body, my being is an impulse that moves along in waves of oneness with the harmony of the universe.  The more I look at the world, the more this seems to me to be so for everything I observe.  That is the subject of the following sonnet:
What we are made of
The world is framed in elemental waves
the vibrant patterns every movement follows
the undulations rolling through the forms
of squirrels, snakes, whole flocks of birds, one swallow;
The gracious give of tree limbs in the wind
the water’s lullaby against the shore
the ebb and flow of cricket song, the hum of bees
reverberating ring of crystals deep in caves.
We find these very waves define our arcs:
the impulse as we launch into our stride
is carried, wave on wave, as we continue –
harmonic pattern on which we then ride . . . 
How could we frame ourselves particulate
feeling these waves that all our moves articulate?


©Wendy Mulhern
May 29, 2011



The Teachings Say

The teachings say
the secret of life is effortless
for love is effortless
it’s what you’re made to do.
The teachings say
attaining love is a struggle
you have to give up everything, every day
I believe these both are true.
Love is as effortless
as holding yourself open
in the searing fear
the roaring passage of thundering water
(or is it fire?)
To keep the membrane valve
from shuddering shut
against the pressure
of a change so large
there will be no words for it.
Love is as much of a struggle
as a quiet step through an open door
to a meadow of wildflowers and sweet grass
where the soft wind
lifts you like a kite
and trees sing your name.


©Wendy Mulhern
May 26, 2011



Trust Fall

Fall into the field, they said
and let its fundamental frequency
align your life in harmony
All you never knew to hope to be
is yours. Just take it – go ahead.
Fall into our arms, she said
It is a way for you to trust your friends
We’ll brace together and we’ll catch you safe
A hug you’ll feel beyond the moment’s end
It’s in your heart, and also in your head.
Fall in love, I say.  Why not?
for love will catch you, sure as any arms
and love’s the field, if there is any here
In love you float beyond all doubt, all fear
The gift that’s always free, but can’t be bought.


©Wendy Mulhern
May 22, 2011



Paradigm shift

So easy to set down the frames
of all whereby I have defined myself
my attributes, my limitations, names
and every boundary in which I bind myself
So easy now to leave behind my ego
and all the tortured games of win and lose
which I have come awake embroiled in,
as if from dreaming, nothing I would choose
So clear to me that shame has no more place
and there’s no me that needs to be defended
We move together flowing into grace
and grace moves us just how it has intended:
the ego’s dissipation and the soul’s increase
beyond all fear and into primal peace.


©Wendy Mulhern
May 21, 2011



The Holy Church of Hands

Here in the silent space
between the songs
Here in the waves of harmony
within the chords
Here in the place you feel that you belong
you step into the holy church of hands.
It stands unmoved
sacred like trees
The holy church of all that you are
brought in, embraced
The holy church
of all we have never yet known
that waits within
a kernel that takes in and takes in,
infinitely,
the water that compels
all potential to expand
our hands to reach out and reach out
and intertwine
pull all into one
and fill the universe
with song.


©Wendy Mulhern
May 7, 2011



The Pearl of Great Price

It opens out and opens out
and keeps on opening out
doors within doors
dimensions within dimensions
so you never take the next step
because infinity keeps unfolding
in your hands
where you are standing
and you start noticing
all the surfaces are intricately scrolled
they are flowers, they are scenes
they, too, are four dimensional
their own light sources deep within
so you embrace
the falling up into it
the opening out with it
always open
always receptive
A change of plans:
this is you now.


©Wendy Mulhern
April 19, 2011



Isaiah 52:3

ye have sold yourselves for nought. . . .  
ah, verily
we have sold ourselves for a bargain:
our communities 
     for low prices at Costco
our neighborhoods 
     for hundreds of channels on Comcast
our livelihoods 
     for cheap wares from China . . . 
sackcloth and ashes!
     for we have not been conquered
     no brave stand against the cannons
     no soul bracing acts of raw courage
     no
we just sat here.

ye have sold yourselves for nought,
and ye shall be redeemed without money.
we shall not be bought!
    we shall be redeemed
with that which can’t be bought
but can be given.


©Wendy Mulhern
April 10, 2011