I find myself holding
a hopeful, awkward affection
for people I have never met
whom I may meet someday
Imagination can’t provide me words,
but I imagine listening,
hoping I will catch the cues,
and hoping, too, for lenience –
forgiveness for the things I fail to see
We get a moment’s intersection
where it’s possible
that we could find
a treasured understanding.
This I hope for, but I note
that we could also miss
For my part, I will hold my doors open,
my thoughts focused towards you
and not towards me,
I’ll trust that I’ll be guided
to the right words and perceptions
to see you as you most hope to be seen.
©Wendy Mulhern
July 8, 2020
Tag Archives: understanding
Perception
In this dimension
there are no lines, really,
only curves that move
as you approach them,
only planes that sport
the spreading shadow of their angle
So don’t think you need
to draw the line —
this understanding is really
about inhabiting the form,
glowing the light from the inside,
feeling the curve and fullness of it —
how that always makes it seem to shift
as the perspective moves.
©Wendy Mulhern
January 17, 2020
Forgiven
In my dream I said I was sorry.
You said it was OK,
and your forgiveness
lifted my spirits mightily
This is the case with much that I remember —
I’m sorry for what I didn’t understand,
but forgiven, for I didn’t understand. There is no need
for dwelling in regret —
new perspective brings a brand new page
So in the light of day
as in the dreaming night,
forgiveness wins —
there’s nothing more to pay
except attention to what is given,
the grace to love,
the fresh-washed day to live in.
©Wendy Mulhern
October 9, 2019
Believe
When I turned around to look at it,
I saw that I could not have seen
what I did not believe —
much as I wanted to believe it,
I really didn’t,
or I would not have missed it
It brings to question
what I believe now,
and if I now believe,
what that enables me to see
I see this day,
I see the peace in it —
what I may see tomorrow
is not for me to say
It will unfold
along the lines of my attention —
as I hold my source and center clear,
I’ll know.
©Wendy Mulhern
September 14, 2019
Lines and Spaces
The people of the spaces
got tired of trying
to explain their viewpoint
to the people of the lines
The people of the lines had logic —
they could draw clear arguments,
they said “lines are really all we know,
all we can prove exists
The people of the spaces
tried to say, “no, no —
the substance is right here,
right in between”
but had no words that carried meaning
for the people of the lines
And so it was that many things
that could be known were hidden,
so it is that many things
could presently spring forth.
©Wendy Mulhern
May 12, 2019
Unhooked
I’m amazed
at the stillness
of that which refuses to argue,
refuses to engage
with any of the hooks,
which, in fact, offers
a reality that counters
even all the stridently opposing views
It silences them utterly,
presenting, as it does,
a mode of being that precludes
any of the self-promoting sides.
The arguments of
everything that’s wrong
have nothing more to say
before the simple presence
of what’s right.
©Wendy Mulhern
April 1, 2019
Resolved
Harvest Now
Lest I be overwhelmed
by edges, the places beyond which
I cannot know
Lest I toss my anchor
into shrouded future
and be pulled on and down
into its undertow
Let me stay firm,
focused on here and now,
let me find the depth
of what I do understand —
what I experience,
what I can harvest
as surely in this winter
as many seasons later.
©Wendy Mulhern
January 15, 2019
Cartesian
Cartesian calculations fall unevenly
over the land —
we walk on the bumps of frost heaves
and mole diggings, deer boundings
and many other unknown forces
It’s the same with everything we thought we knew —
we’ve learned there’s no point in arguing
about minute alignments in the realm of straight lines —
they may inform us,
but none of them contain the final truth.
We need to find the places upon the land
where they all meet,
we need to soften every view
to find what’s true.
©Wendy Mulhern
June 14, 2018
Observations
In the moment of unweighting,
in the moment of release from all the cogs,
in the moment of perceiving
what puts us here,
some observations bear a mention:
The flash of infinity
is like light
The rush of freedom
is exhilaration bordering on terror
A racing moment has more ticks
than I can count
Everything is possible,
no protocols have to be followed
In the moment of noticing
how this perception changes everything,
there is power. There is power
and there is peace.
©Wendy Mulhern
January 31, 2018